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dalila · Jul 27, 2007, 05:15 AM

<font color="green">Thanks for your kind words and support.

I addressed this with my therapist on Tuesday. The session was rough to say the least, I kept trying to dissoicate and she kept working to keep me with her and working on it. I don't really know if I can even talk much about it yet. Talking about my inner child brought back a lot of the flashbacks -- they seem worse now than before and I have have been in physcial pain from them. I have experienced discomfort in the past during flashback[that is surely putting it mildly] however once the flashback is over the pain is soon over as well. Not so this time. I ache as if I was going through the abuse all over again! This is Friday morning and I still feel swollen and sore. I don't know if this is what it costs to heal but I am sick of this. </font>