morning.

had my coffee.

haldol is the only med that takes away my symptoms without a lot of side effects. it only makes me tired. im hesitant to change meds right now because of how long it takes to get stable on them and i need to be stable for school. and then what about the side effects of others? i dont want to become prediabetic again. the atypicals cause me so much distress. and some of them didnt even work on me. like geodon and abilify. ill try to work something out with my psychiatrist i suppose. she doesnt listen tho so its hard. she barely talks and when she does she seems like she can barely understand english.