Kind words, much needed. Today hasn't been better, unfortunately. Feeling worthless. Got a lot on my mind. Trying to figure out what to do with my life. I'm 30, shouldn't I have this figured out by now?!

Great relationship; destroyed
Good job, family owned company; took it for granted, lost it.
Got married; ruined it
Highest paying job I've ever had; no chance of advancement, but $65k...not good enough so I quit.
Found another amazing woman; wrecked it
$35k pay cut
Mortgage, rent, car payment, bills, bills, bills.

Time for a drink and a cigarette. I quit 2 years ago. Can't even get that right.