I just moved to Phoenix with my boyfriend and I am completely exhausted. All day long while he's at work I lay around with our dog and do nothing. We took a vacation to San Diego and the whole time we were there, I couldn't feel pleasure or excitement about anything. I've been going through the motions and he says he doesn't notice anything different about me, but I definately notice something different. Meditation helps some. Weed kind of helps. But I want to contribute to the relationship and get a job but I'm very unmotivated and unexcited about life. We took a hike this morning up a mountain, and I barely felt anything. Is it the meds making me like this or he depression?