I can't stand being ignored by people that are supposed to care about me. It's one thing to be busy and not reply to me, but to ignore me for more than a few days when I need somebody to talk to really agitates me and is something that I take personally.

I think I'm going to close out of all of my personal non-business email accounts and social media and change my cell number again. If they want to ignore me, I can ignore them back for awhile while I focus on my own issues.

In short, I feel neglected. My best friend never answers his texts, doesn't log on Facebook anymore, and rarely comes to see me in person and when he does, he comes at the most random times. A close female friend that I like wants to not reply to any of my messages when I could use somebody to talk to and closes herself out. She only seems to want to give me the attention that I want when it suits her. Also she has BPD so I feel like I have to hold back sharing my own feelings out of fear that she will push me away. All of my other inner circle of friends are usually too busy for me and we rarely talk.

I'm sick of everybody and everything. If they can't deal with me at my worst than they don't deserve me at my best. I don't need anybody because I can function fully on my own.

Am I overreacting? Do my feelings seem justified? I know I shouldn't feel so strongly about this subject but I do and I have no idea why

P.S who needs people anyways. I'll just go watch Anime, Netflix, and play video games all day. Fantasy characters seem to care more about me than real people anyways.