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Originally Posted by francisR
Hi, Lee
There is MIND and Rethink and indeed there may be a depression support group in your area. Volunteering is good. giving you the opportunity to meet other people.
I am sorry that the romantic relationship fell through. But please God you will find another one in the future. And that your cousin did not respond to the suggestion of volunteering. I do hope and pray that her condition will improve in the future.
If you plan to keep your mind occupied. doing things, especially enjoyable ones when you are on your own. it will help to take the mind away from the sadness. I hope and pray everything will improve for you soon. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis
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I've looked into MIND and ReThink. There are a few MIND places nearby so I could try but I know full well what will happen. On a good say I'll feel I don't need help, on a bad day I'll end up going there and I'll here the same hollow comforting words I've heard before. Im going to make another appointment on Monday and refuse to leave unless I'm set on some new tablets.
The relationship wasn't one, it was more of a... Bit of fun and a sense of feeling. Nothing fell through but that doesn't stop me from feeling like **** nearly every day, feelings of what could have been, etc and all that bollocks.
Tired of this crap.
I went out today with family. Typically when I came home I was mega depressed. A few fleeting thoughts of an insulin overdose, but I went to bed. The bad thing about depression is that even when super tired, it's impossible to sleep crap moods away every time... Just not possible.
Forever alone I guess. Might as well carry on doing what I've done for the last 10 years, sitting inside doing nothing. I want to help myself but it's impossible. Any opportunity takes forever to come about, and as I've already said, during that time depression can easily get at me countless times during that waiting period.
Money makes the world go round.
Speaking of which, I'm broke... Again.
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