my T kept talking about the "next level" today and it scared me a lot. i am scared of changing things..!!!!!!!!!!!! he talked about me moving and getting a new job. those things are scary........ if i could skip the part of actually getting hired for a new job and settling in then i would do it. i just remember how long it took me to feel comfortable at my job now.. it took a long time and it sucked ***. T said that was the first time so it will probably be easier if i did it again. but i just dont know. i dont think i should think about it anymore tonight its overwhelming me and giving me anxiety and im not doing anything except thinking about it