Yeah it is early in the semester. I will have to look for clubs. Right now, I'm in kinda a club at my gym. It's cool 5 days a week but it's different then school. Like I said, not sure how many clubs community college has, but I'll have to look into it.

I also suck at being kind to myself. I am hard on myself. Very self critical

I got it for self defense/home defense. With all the mass shootings and random killings now days, I will not be a helpless target. When someone is pointing a gun at you, you don't have time to just call the police.