just read your posts...i'm so sorry!! did you end up telling your T about it?

what was life like before you were 11? what is your home life like now?

oh sweetheart! only 14 and all this to deal with!! you have a lot of years ahead of you! start working now to make yourself feel better...the longer you wait the harder it will become...

and trust me...not dealing with your pain won't make it go away...it will follow you your entire life. i'm 32 and you've read some of what i've been struggling with...

i cut my wrist when i was 14 and that started me in therapy...but i couldn't deal with my pain and so here i am an adult...hurting myself physically becuase i never learned to deal with the pain.

it's not fair that you are so young and have gone through so much...but those are the facts...you can choose to continue to do drugs and drink to hide or you can face your pain.

i chose to hide from my pain but it always found me!

i sense that you are a strong and intelligent girl - i know you can do what you need to to straighten out your life! and we are all here to listen and help and give hugs whenever they're needed!!

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