It appears that your T is treating you for PTSD (not C-PTSD - the two sound alike but are very different). The T should be very emotionally gentle when helping you deal with this past trauma and any others that you have experienced. I wish you well as you process these very difficult traumatic events so that you can heal and move on with your life. You must realize that you are not responsible for the harmful actions of others towards you. It sounds like your T knows what they are doing. Please continue to seek treatment and let the T know what is going on between sessions. All the best to you!