Thank you both for your support. I want to one day marry my bf and have a child and have the whole 'happily ever after' thing but when it comes to being a kind of motherly figure to his child right now, it just isn't coming natural. I try carefully to not over step my boundries when it comes to the role I play in her life but my bf wants me to "love her like she's yours" and I try, it's just really forced and I don't know why. Maybe I scared to commit fully? I worry too that she'll be upset with a child we my have if she notices a difference because I hopefully won't have to force that love with my biological child.