I've been feeling like this for several years now, at first it was easy to cope with, but over the last few months it's progressively gotten worse. I'm so apathetic and indecisive towards everything, that I don't even know what I truly enjoy anymore. I never go out and do anything, besides work and school, but just because I have to. Before I started to feel like this I was already socially awkward, but now it's to the point were I can go days without saying a word to anyone. Of course with all of this, my self-esteem has plummeted to a point were it's now virtually non existent.

So anyways, I started seeing a psychiatrist a few weeks ago, to seek help for my ADHD. He prescribed Vyvanse and I thought that because I'd be more focused and motivated, it'd improve my mood. Well it hasn't, in fact, it doesn't seem to be doing anything at all. I'm going back next week to increase my dose, but I also want to bring up all of this. The problem is, I don't know how and to be honest I find it embarrassing as hell. It's easy to talk about it online, because you don't know who I am, but having to open up to a stranger (I've only had one session with the guy so far) face to face, again, it's embarrassing.

Can anyone just give me some help or tips for this?

Thanks.