I came on here because I feel so alone and so badly, posted about feeling suicidal and though there were a good half a dozen people on here, not one of them even read this or gave a ****.

Is it me? Do they just see my name and say f#ck her? I really don't feel that well liked here sometimes.

I make it a point to be there for others and it really sucks that when I'm alone and reaching out, I'm still alone.