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Old Sep 13, 2015, 05:18 AM
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Location: Europe
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Dear T

I need you. Or not. You probably can't help me. Talking won't help. It might calm me down a bit, but then when I'm alone again, it won't make a difference. I don't know what to do. I'm getting worse again. And I wasn't doing alright in the first place. I've to wait 5 more days until I finally see you again. But what does it matter.
I'm crying now. I'm feeling so hopeless. I'm suppose to meet some friends later today. I don't want to, but I can't cancel because they rely on me. I can't let them down.
I want to stay here. Everything is too much for me. I can't keep it together.
Possible trigger:
I can't let my friends down. They're excited for what we're going to do tonight. I'm not. I just have to get through the evening. Trying to not fall apart.

5 more days. How I'm I going to tell you this. I'm not good at talking about this kind of feelings. What I'm I going to do? I just don't know it anymore. Nothing can make me feel better.
Hugs from:
AuroraBorealis75, Bipolar Warrior, captgut, Cinnamon_Stick, Daystrom, LonesomeTonight