I'm so sorry you are so lonely. I hope things improve for you. Maybe you hang because of the hope that things will improve and they certainly can. I'm really sorry you can't appreciate beauty. Sometimes beauty gives me hope that things will get better. Wishing you better days.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha