Nobody knows my silent friend
The one who covers my eyes so I cannot see
And covers your eyes, your heart
So you cannot see her influence

Nobody knows my silent friend
Yet she is always beside me
Within me
(She is me)

I cry her tears
Exercise her demons
Entertain her foolish notions
...but

You know nothing of this

Nobody knows my silent friend
Who pushes everyone else away
Wants me all to herself
Her stubborn resolve weakens me

Hush-did you hear that?
She just told me I am fine,
I am weak...
I deserve this
(This slow, silent death)

Justy; sorry I can't sleep. Its 4:00 am here and I have to get up at 6:00 to get my kids ready for school. I have to take my daughter to the doctors tomorrow and I am dreading it. We have the same family doctor and he is not going to let me go without talking to him. Maybe this is the anxiety I am feeling. Maybe this is why I can't sleep. Sucky is all I can say.