This post really shows the growth you have made in life. To be able to end with "there is a silver lining to that.....what if i had gone to the grocery store and loaded up and my card had been declined?????????? i would have passed out right there in the store..... " shows how far you have come.

I can't say that I would have been able to find a positive so quickly - it would have taken a few days!

Hope today is a better day for you my friend.

Tranquility