as if I dont feel bad enough as it is ppl find a way to kick me while i'm down. i spend my day alone looking at these 4 walls. now i have the mother-n-law telling me i need to get up and do something. yeah like what?? what do i have to do? nothing, that's what! then she goes on to tell me how fat i'm getting. that i need to get up and lose this weight. and my h is sitting there agreeing all along with her. feel like i've been ganged up on. i cant believe they sat there and told someone whos been anorexic in the past how fat she is. they have no clue that we have been purging again for the last few weeks and not eating. so depressed, and already feel so very fat. just feel like i've been emotionally kick while i'm down. why do i have to be the one to always take care of everyone else. i've been out of work for only a month. why do we have to get a job. my h hasnt worked in a couple of years. im tired. im tired of everything. i want someone to just help me just a little bit.