Oh, this is good.
I'm stressed because my daughter needs new clothes.
I need to get new contacts and my husband refuses to buy them for me.
My step-daughter won't clean her room and my husband won't do anything about it. She keeps messing up but doesn't get any consequences for it even though my little ones get consequences when they mess up.
It takes everything in me to not lash out at him in a rage especially when he antagonizes me.
I mostly feel so alone.
I want to cut so badly.
Sometimes I think about suicide... a lot.
And the ugly side effect of this lithium hasn't gone away yet even though my dose was lowered a couple days ago.