
Sep 13, 2015, 02:47 PM
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Grand Poohbah
Community Liaison
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
Posts: 1,628
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Hello Darkrose. Well, on and off I've been doing this for over 30 years and strangly, in my somewhat deranged distorted thinking that goes with my multi~eating disorders, I don't see this as a form of self harm BUT .................... obviously it is. My reason for doubt on my part is because I inflict other physical forms of self harm which may appear more shocking to what I term as ''normal'' people. However, ''normal'' people find bulimia (vomiting back food delibratelty and immediately after eating) shocking too! It doesn't matter whether it's your thinking it's self harm or not, it's reasons why you're being driven to do this. Do you know why? Plus what happens if you don't follow up on your sometimes desire to get the food back out again? It's not about what I think or other people think, how do YOU feel about this pressing urge to vomit? Please feel free to contact me, I'm sure there's more behind your question then appears hunny. Maybe to work on stopping this potentially very dangerous addiction before it tries to take over your life, which is a strong ''could be'' issue. Take care now.
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