justy, I know it's hard for you to stay away from things like appetite suppressants and laxatives, but they are very bad for you right now. So please, throw them away, flush them down the toilet, just get them out of your house.

I know it's hard...the illness is very powerful. But try to find a moment of clarity to do what you know you need to. So may of us care about you here, we don't want to see you hurting yourself. You are too special a person to be hurt this way.

*hugs*
Jo