My husbands friend and his daughter came over on Saturday to go to the renaissance festival with us and then they ended up spending the night and just left at any 2:30. I was struggling with anxiety almost the whole time they were here and a little before and after. First of all I had to get up with our son (he's 3 months old) when he woke up at 7:30. Which I always do, but my husband just sleeps and doesn't really help me. Then I had to get Zen and his diaper bag ready to go to my mom's for the day. Drive to my mom's which is 1/2 hour away and back. Then get myself ready to go. Then have to make my husband get out of bed and get ready. His friend was late so had to wait. Then deal with a wild 8 year old girl who's parents don't have good boundaries, so she always seeks me...... And she is wandering all over the place with her dad not even caring! The crowds of people. Meeting up with other people and trying to keep a group together. Not eating enough, due to loss of appetite. Getting light headed, a headache and surreal feeling.... Then having to go pick up my son and get him in bed. The most relaxing part of my day was driving. In the morning friends daughter comes to me with energy and is hungry. I'm trying to feed my son. She keeps trying to pick him up and doesn't listen to what I'm saying. My husband and his friend are asleep until I fight to get them both up. Then friend says his daughter is going to have to wait to eat until they get home. They come to breakfast with us. Ask husband to check sons diaper while I finish eating, he says it's fine only to find a poopy mess! I am just so done! I don't know how to handle this!
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