Dear T

Tonight went alright. When they came in my car, all my feelings went away. I don't know how that happens. When I went to see pdoc last time, I was feeling so bad, but then I saw him and all those feelings went away, except for some anxiety. I just become sort of numb.
But I also took a Oxazepam before I left today. Maybe that helped to calm me down? I wish I had more, but my doctor prescibed me one box, more then a year ago. I'm almost out of them. I want more. I don't know if pdoc wants to prescribe me some. I'm afraid to ask. He doesn't even know I still had some and neither do you.