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Nikki, You ask how do you get past that? I guess its like how a child gradually grows from wanting to be around "mum" all the time, to wanting to venture out alone. WIth the right guildence and nuturing this will happen.

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i know you are right, Mouse... it always amazes me how wildly i can jump from knowing i will get past this, i will eventually survive without T, to not knowing it at all...

i guess in time those wild jumps from one extreme to another get smaller... and things become easier... i do believe that will happen... i just lose sight of it sometimes!

thank you for your reply. Best wishes Nikki x