Thanks Lisa. That's a good idea, especially if my appointment tomorrow or Thursday looks ominous for the next one. Of course just to make this all more complicated I have an issue with boarding them; I have a 20 year old cat who is doing well for her age but she's frail and it is easy to mess up her health. So I really do not want to board her because they require immunizations be up to date and I don't feel that immunizations are good for her right now. I need to call the vet and find out if they will make an exception. I have no idea if they will since they seem to think she's still alive more by luck than by the dietary changes I've made that are the opposite of what would be recommended for her allegedly failing kidneys (I no longer believe that was true but that's a long story).

I think I need to focus hard on getting through this week and then we'll see what Monday brings. I feel like the hospital can't do much this week that can't be done OP and I'm so unsure that I want to continue the path of trying meds I'm likely to react to versus trying ECT or just going on to clozaril that I'm not sure what I want to do anyway. I'd be ok with increasing a med dose but I'm not sure I want to start anything new before I see my pdoc in person.

And it's only a week. I can do anything for just a week. I think.