Many times I feel overwhelmed and don't get to say everything I want. So, I've written her letters to get my feelings out and off my chest.

I wrote her a letter - 5 pages. It starts off letting her know where I think she was wrong the last two sessions about some issues. I call it clarification and ask that she doesn't engage so to start an argument. The last part of the letter is recapping our relationship (which reminds her that she once said I could never push her away and she wouldn't do that to me among other things), my feelings about it and her. It starts off a little strong but then ends on a good note. And, that's how I want it to go. I want to get some things off my chest but then I want to end on a positive note. I don't want to walk away angry wanting to say more and I don't want to walk away so positive that I don't want to leave. Not sure if I can find the happy medium. The one T. I'm heavily considering agreed with me that maybe I shouldn't even go. but, I want no regrets. I WILL tell her what I want to say and then be done.