Today when I was mountain biking with my friend I got really anxious and paranoid. I had thoughts that these people on the trails were going to attack me towards the end of the ride. I was walking up this hill and I got really anxious and started to freak out. He took me on an 8 mile ride up these really big hills and it was too much for me to handle mentally at the end. I had thoughts that I was out of shape, I had suicidal thoughts, and paranoid thoughts. I thought cute little dogs and their owners were going to attack me. I take 80 mg of latuda, 32 mg of perphenzine and 3 mg of risperdal. I don't know if the APs are working that well. I don't know if my mood stabilizer is working that well either. I've felt really depressed for a month because my old pdoc had a stroke and other things made me depressed. Will the paranoia go away or should I find a new anti-psychotic? I got pretty shaken up today. Do any of you guys get paranoid?
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