So many people say, "S/he just wants attention," like wanting attention upon yourself is a bad thing. When people are depressed or worse, I think it's more "NEEDS attention," and why not give it to them? Sadly, a family member I love even said to me once, when I was talking about people who are suicidal should get attention if they need it that badly, and they're not "just doing it for attention," said, "Sometimes they are." I mean, what good is attention if you're dead???

Anyway, sorry, mini-rant there. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time of it, Moonkin.