Thank you very much again for your kind words.

One other thing that occurred to me is that children can think of their father as "men", imagining that other men are very much like him.

It made me sad to read that you have never experienced being loved.

(((((SarahSweden)))))

I do think that presenting yourself to a T as someone who struggles with low self-esteem and with finding friends/socializing might be worth considering if explicit sexuality as the central presenting issue isn't going to fly.