<font color="#000088">I understand your need for attention. I feel like I'm not getting too much either. So I know how you feel. But don't give up on life in general, I'm doing my best not to! I know it feels like the only way out,but it really isn't. It can actually cause you a lifetime of pain and suffering if you don't succeed. So I'd strongly suggest not even going there. There are plenty of other ways to get the attention you need. You did good by posting how you felt here, that was one way to do it without causing any harm to yourself. Just avoid the harmful stuff, you're so young, and you still have so much life left to live, and it can get better for you. You just have to get the proper help,and give it a chance. Don't give up so young!
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