<font color="brown">I'm getting anxious literally over anything... so much for that really postive post I did awhile back about anxiety and how I over came it....

If I get a little bit hot, it triggers anxiety, if my tummy is a bit upset for whatever reason I get anxiety... food still gives me a bit of anxiety, you guys know I had some issues surrounding that in the summer, but i'm not avoiding food much anymore. Yesturday afternoon I had anxiety just sitting on the couch at my Boyfriends house. I almost didn't go to turkey dinner with his parets, brother and his brothers girlfriend because I didn't know if I could make it through supper.. for some reason everytime I go and eat there during supper, get hot, instant anxiety... and i've been going there for over 3 years now, every sunday!!! So what's happening???? I was even crying last yesturday, with anxiety too and I eventually calmed down and went to dinner. Still had some anxiety though. The other day when my BF went mountain biking he left me the cell (since there is no landline at his house, by choice one less bill to pay) and at 6pm he wasn't back so I called his buddy that he went out with because this guy always has his cell on him but no answer, got the answering machine. So I was getting panicky almost in tears wondering where he was, why he wasn't back yet etc, he got hom like 20mins after that but I was frantic thinking the worse possible scenerio, even though I knew he'd be back, but the anxiety was still there...Even last night before I went to bed was getting anxiety and not sure why. Everything has been sucking lately...

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