I can't believe it and I think I'm in somewhat denial that today is my last session. I'm taking off the afternoon so I can have some time to myself before and after my session.

I prayed Saturday night that God give me a clear sign that this is the right thing and another clear sign when I meet the right T. (or perhaps the one I met is it). Yesterday in Sunday school we watched a video that discussed how we get put in places and meet certain people for a reason. And, there are certain times that there is no way we would have been in those places or with those people without some sort of divine intervention. The man on the video then said "Most miracles don't happen on Main street. They happen off the beaten path about 20 miles out of town. If you want to experience a miracle, sometimes you have to go get it. You may need to go the extra mile." I immediately started crying. My current T. is on Main street. The one I met who is the complete opposite is on a farm 13 miles out of town in a remote part of the county. Perhaps this was my sign.

So, I'm trying to remind myself that this may be the best thing for me. It will hurt, I will grieve and then hopefully get better. I'm still not sure I'm going to stay in therapy. I think I need a break for a few months. I'm just tired of thinking about it and dealing with it.

Prayers and/or kind thoughts would be appreciated.