10:45- I start watching the clock because I know that she's going to be here soon.
11:00- I begin to turn around any time someone comes into receiving
11:15- I briefly catch sight of her as she enters the room and I try to remind myself that she's just an ordinary woman. It's not a big deal. I turn away.
11:30- She approaches me and in her sweetest southern accent says, "Hey Sweet pea. How was your weekend?" I say, "Ok" and turn away. I remind myself that I can't have her. She's so beautiful...

So begins my mental unrest until Wednesday when she's away.