I can sort of relate to this situation. I moved hallway across the country to be with my boyfriend some years back as well. Things didn't work out and I eventually had to move out and make it on my own. Eventually I moved back home because I felt that I had a stronger support system here. At any rate, if you aren't on the lease, then I would start making arrangements to move out. Only you know if you want to stay there and try and make it work, or to move back home. You should have an idea financial what is realistic at this point and I would go with that. And like previously mentioned, since this didn't work out, maybe your parents might be relieved and will be willing to help you. You never know until you ask. I wish the best for you and hope it all works out.