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Originally Posted by d.o.a.
Hi,
I'm in the process of grieving the parents I never had and whom I needed.. I'm not very good with these emotions, so thought I'd share them.. Pain shared is pain lessened
It's SO f'ing painful that I didn't have what I needed..!!!!!
Sorry.. I know it's not nice reading rants.. But gotta get this outta my system..
I feel like I can't breathe!!! I'm just so ANGRY, and SAD, and everything at the same time!!!!! I feel like I'm suffocating and there's nothing I can do about it..
But hoping posting this will help.. Thank you for reading  could do with some hugs!
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I'm so sorry to hear about your grief.. it sounds extremely painful.

I'm just asking this because I haven't seen anyone ask yet on this thread, but have you considered going/are you going to a therapist of some sort? Maybe that might help you sort out your feelings.