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Old Sep 14, 2015, 01:14 PM
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Originally Posted by d.o.a. View Post
Hi,

I'm in the process of grieving the parents I never had and whom I needed.. I'm not very good with these emotions, so thought I'd share them.. Pain shared is pain lessened

It's SO f'ing painful that I didn't have what I needed..!!!!!

Sorry.. I know it's not nice reading rants.. But gotta get this outta my system..

I feel like I can't breathe!!! I'm just so ANGRY, and SAD, and everything at the same time!!!!! I feel like I'm suffocating and there's nothing I can do about it..

But hoping posting this will help.. Thank you for reading could do with some hugs!
I'm so sorry to hear about your grief.. it sounds extremely painful. I'm just asking this because I haven't seen anyone ask yet on this thread, but have you considered going/are you going to a therapist of some sort? Maybe that might help you sort out your feelings.
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