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Originally Posted by Achy Turtle Armor
10:45- I start watching the clock because I know that she's going to be here soon.
11:00- I begin to turn around any time someone comes into receiving
11:15- I briefly catch sight of her as she enters the room and I try to remind myself that she's just an ordinary woman. It's not a big deal. I turn away.
11:30- She approaches me and in her sweetest southern accent says, "Hey Sweet pea. How was your weekend?" I say, "Ok" and turn away. I remind myself that I can't have her. She's so beautiful...
So begins my mental unrest until Wednesday when she's away.  |
2:00- She says, "We haven't talked yet today." I'm thinking, because I'm weird and things are either black or white with me. You are black in my head at the moment. Which means I don't want to interact with you out of fear that I will get too excited and then crash when I remember I'm nothing to you.