Hi! So lets cut right to it, I got APD, no friends, no close relationship with my family, job I like but no colleagues I can call friends. Anyway I have struggled with food my whole life because of APD. My weight goes up and down like a yoyo. I have nothing to look forward to in life so really the only "pleasure" I have is food like icecream, pizza, beer, chocolate etc...and this gives me the beautiful "michelin rings". And this again beats down my confidence. So my question to all of you, do you have any negative things you do that is because of APD? Like drugs, abuse whatever.... please share your story...hope I am not alone in this