Assuming you are a male, I can't see anyone cutting your balls off for giving me advice. Most of the members here feel my pain, and it only got worse.
By chance, I emailed Sara's e-mail address based at the company even if that is now illegal for me, and I only just found out today that she left on 28 August, ten days after I was freed from jail. I got an automated response, stating she went on annual leave and later left the company. I'd not been allowed to work with her since February of last year after she requested not to be my key worker any longer, and I was remanded in jail twice last year.
I was held in custody in my local jail from 22 May to 5 June this year due to breaching a court order. They transferred me to a prison called Barlinnie in Glasgow, Scotland. There, I shared a cell in their protection hall with two paedophiles, who were done for child porn / abuse. They branded me as a sex offender because I contacted Joanna and Sara talking about having sex with a model. Seriously!
I'm done, you folks.