So, I need some advice for an upcoming situation. I'm trying to decide on if I should tell my therapist I'm still suicidal and self harm. Now, before you go "Of course you tell the therapist" I should tell you my situation. My mom thinks that I stopped self harming way back when and thinks it's "attention seeking." and my dad had an angry outburst when I asked if I could be put in the psychward to get some help. They get angry when I mention doctors and mental help, and I fear their anger. Every time I'd get the courage to tell my therapist, I get all scared and chicken out. I know I should but....fear rules my life.

I have an appointment Wenesday afternoon, so I need your guy's advise on what I should do.