Since I live with my parents and I'm under 18, yes, she'd have to report me. And, concerting the extremity of my suicidal idealization, I'm highly at risk. And my therapist does know about the anger (she thinks it's something more)

We're on health care, so I don't think it's about money (I could be wrong), and one of my sisters has bipolar disorder and one of my brothers has PTSD....soooo