Thanks guys. Lamictal is one of my meds for Bipolar, as well as Lithium. They are the best Bipolar combination I've had. I've been on a gazillion different meds combinations, including all those for CPTSD. I guess it's "as good as it gets". As bad as it is now, the Bipolar was a lot worse in the past. Trouble is, I want to try to go back to work after eight years of not working. Being on the Disability Pension, I can just not do activities if I haven't slept or am unwell, but of course if you're working you can't do that. It's so frustrating and heartbreaking. Last night I couldn't sleep and I'm wasted.