Dear MC,
I know you've said you don't want to keep giving me reassurance because I'll just keep wanting more. But tomorrow, I could really use some reassurance. I wanted to reach out to you or T yesterday, but was afraid it would just be a sign that I couldn't manage on my own and therefore would need a day program or hospitalization. I don't want to be afraid to reach out. I don't want to be afraid to make a mistake (any more than I usually am). So just a little reassurance, even it's just in your eyes and not your words--please?