Sounds like you have made a decision? If things are all clear with meds., well being and all then it truly must be time, and I am wishing you lots of luck
My previous replies were of caution but remember I did say it had to be your decision, while considering the past things you mentioned. The good thing is how you gave it all lots of thought I am sure, and that is most important for you, the baby, the rest of the family.
I hope your decision will bring lots of good health and happiness, lots of luck

DE