Thanks. I appreciate your help, but I tried both vocational rehab and job corps where I live. Both options proved inadequate mainly because I already have a degree from a trade school along with two certifications. In fact, I worked an $18 per hour tech support job at Dell and a $15 per hour IT contracting job briefly at different times during my late 10s and early 20s that didn't last long because I can't function dealing with a lot of customers without losing control of myself and saying something stupid or sounding like an idiot. Vocational rehab won't help my immediate short term needs because they instead insist on trying to get me back to school in a different degree and the job corps in my state doesn't have any trade that even remotely interests me.

I'll be fine on my own. I have some other (legal) things that I'm up to that I won't talk about here because they are a bit on the questionable side. I'm not outright scamming people nor am I breaking the law in case you must know so that's all that matters and that's all I will say.

I appreciate your advice though and I can see that you have given me more time than I possible deserve. I simply have to utilize my strengths no matter what they are to get ahead and get the life that was wrongfully denied to me as a child. While there might be others who support me from a distance, ultimately I am alone and I only have myself to count on. No matter what, I WILL endure