I really feel I have ghosts in my head - of people who are dead who neglected and abused me - but even live people who are ghosts in my head, stalking me wherever I go - torturing me, even though I'm not in contact with any of them. They just inhabit my head and I feel trapped and that I can't escape, no matter how much psychiatry or psychology I do - I work really hard on myself and have done so for many years. I wish I could extract them from my head.
Anybody feel the same way?
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