I don't feel anything anymore.

I don't feel like doing anything anymore, or bothering to find out what I would enjoy doing in life.

I feel no more love for anything or anyone.

I am frustrated because I am not allowed to make and end to it all by my own doing.

I am tired of not wanting to quit/give up, trying to be a winner/survivor.

I can't achieve anything I try to achieve, it keeps going wrong or not working out for me.

Every time something goes wrong, I have no more energy left to deal with the pain of rejection and failure, so I simply feel less than I felt before.

Things going wrong is now the status quo, so I basically don't feel anything anymore.

I need to catch a break, to rebuild my life, to find a dream again. But, I already know I won't get any of that. For some reason, it's being withheld. I can tell. I don't know what the lesson is supposed to be in that, but I don't care anymore either. I'm sick of learning life lessons.

People will never ever ever ever accept me for simply who I am, a reality I've realized just the other day. There will always be something about me to criticize. If it's not my appearance, then it's my personality, or this, or that.

I've just given up on all of it, and I don't care either. I'm too tired to care anymore.