I won't ever fit in. I don't see myself becoming normal, It's just not going to happen. I acknowledge that I'm too weird for anyone, and looking at it objectively and logically, it really won't happen. Imagine there was only one homosexual person in the world, but the others didn't understand that he could like the same gender, because they were heterosexual. That's just an example, my problem is not sexuality, but that's how I feel like. I just wasn't made for this society. Even people who are supposed to be like me are not by miles. I've searched far and wide, every supposedly site with people who think like me, is not. I'm the outcast everywhere. People who say that I have a chance are either just optimistic or don't understand my situation and deprivation.

Depends. The people in my family who treat me well usually just do it on purely relative connection, not that they like me as a person. They're not interested in me and I'm not interested in them, we rarely speak, and I'm not trying to make friends with them or anything like that, so they don't need to like me to not treat me like ****. The only thing which connects us is that we are a family, and that's not much.