Oh and about my best male friend who comes over randomly, I found out his problem. His smartphone broke and he lost the password to his Facebook account a couple months ago so that's why he's so random. He did come by the day after I started this thread, saw that I was feeling bad, and ordered us a pizza and hung out with me until 11PM at night so all is forgiven.

Also, he's probably the healthiest of all my friends. He doesn't talk a lot because he is introverted and likely has a mild form of autism and sometimes he does close himself off for his own reasons, but he's always been the only friend who would go out of his way for me. I can also relate with him because he has suffered abuse from his family as well which makes it easier to open up to him.