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Old Sep 15, 2015, 04:18 PM
just2b just2b is offline
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So I am trying to gain a better understanding of how things are organized and put together and all. I am not Just or the host...just so you know. I know not everyone is the same and there are differences and such. I understand why there is DID, but I guess I am looking for ... theories. If there are common theories on how our systems evolve? Seems to be common things like on the type of alters...Helpers, Introject, Protectors, etc....Since starting therapy, I think our system has gone under 6 or more complete changes. And what has caused these changes in system has been Stress, Change, and T on Vacation, visiting family, moving, and other things. I am curious if changes like the above cause a shift or change in your system? Also seems that there are "sets' of alters...this whole group that is out now...was not out before...seems like a rotation of sorts.
Also interested if you read about DID and you come across something that feels right for your system...and its like a "ahah moment" do you feel that the awareness becomes more real...and it becomes more evident?? Sometimes I think when I read something I tend to be more influenced by what I am reading. ...maybe that was what I was trying to explain above..not sure. Sometimes I think that reading about DID isn't good for that reason...but also learning is knowledge and power.
just realized that maybe I am the Researcher of the system...lol.

Anyway...just interested in other's thoughts and experiences.