Well take time to rejoice that you are feeling better - that is great news!

Yes, I have felt several times in my recovery (mental and alcoholism) that the other shoe is going to drop. I think it's normal because we are so use to drama and upheaval that "normalness" feels so strange.

Don't knock yourself about not being able to respond to posts or be there for every single person. This is a great community and there is always someone who will be there for others and the players can change every day. Some days you are strong and other days it's someone else.

I think it's fabulous what you are accomplishing and you should be happy and proud!

Tranquility